phew!!!

There are some times in your life where you actually are at a loss to comprehend yourself. I am going through one of those times. After faring badly in the entrance exams for the colleges that mattered, I have very little choice other than take up my job. Not that there is anything wrong in taking up the job I have got, but somehow I am apprehensive about what wil happen after that. I have always wanted to be successful in whatever I do, and I feel that I shall fare better in the managerial side of an organisation rather than being entirley in the technical part. And I also know that if I am to get the kind of job I want, I shall have to pass out from a top notch B-school. As much as I think about this the more confounded I become. Well the rational mind asks me not to worry and give my hundred percent to whatever I am doing right now, but all this anticipation is meddling with my mind and not letting my mind at peace. Sheesh...that is why I am writing all this here..so that I can atleast articulate my thoughts and by jove it helps..I know I can't undo whatever part I do not like in the past, but yes I can frame my future and I shall. Lets hope for the best...:)