"When the road you are trudging seems up the hill
and you want to smile but you have to sigh,
Rest if you must but do not quit...."

me facing an all time low confidence....what a confession...So I am trying to remind myself of all such such good things which gives you hope of you being still capable of building a better tomorrow even after you have failed yourself today.Some people are born with it, but if you are not; forget them, and try to become one of the other breed--the ones who are not born with it but still acquire everything that they were not born with. Nice statement naa..actually inspired from a line read from somewhere..Anyways, these things help you a lot when you feel down in the dumps for not doing well in life, or for whatever other reason it might be.
Its a strange predicament, life actually is. But the best bet we all have is probably to give in our best and try to learn from the mistakes of our past, be good today and hope for the best tomorrow. Given the fact that we cannot will the future, this is perhaps the best way out, or maybe the only way that is there...

Ma..the first word almost all of us utter. How difficult it is to understand her, and how easy...Speaking of my mother, (I fought with her today...) she is the most emotional person I have ever met in my life. May be that is the way mother's are made...Probably that is how God makes a mother out of a woman...Well, I love my mother very much, but I know that I shall never be able to love her as much as loves me...maybe someday when I become a mother, I'll learn the way to love somebody so much as my mother loves me. But oh you should see her shout at me....but then when you think about it, you see her love behind i...and that is what pinches you when you grow old, you try to reason as to how someone can love another sooo much, and there you fail terribly because, reasoning someone's love for you can never lead you to a reasonable answer...What a pity!!But maybe the best way is to feel that love, love her for all the strange reasons that she loves you for, and revere God for that one wonderful relation in this world which is full of love, and nothing else....