Thursday, January 18, 2007

Life is so strange, and right now I fnd it amusingly funny. This when I do not have much reason to smile. Ironic, well it's life after all that we are talking about..

Well for anyone who feels totally lost, let me give u a brief background to the above. Being in the final year of engg, placed at Infy, I harboured the aspiration of getting into one of the good management colleges this year. So wat's so special about it u mite ask? After all this is what almost majority of engg(atleast Indians) wish to do...But this is my story and so I have the right to indulge in slef description, haven't I? Till now I have lost on almost all but one opportunity. Even this one is bleak...But the issue is not that I didnot get thru, the point is that somehow all this have stripped me of so much that today, I only feel a sense of relief, and a sudden thrill has taken over me again to give it another try. This thrill feels nice, it gives me the vigour to carry on, to smile when I know for this year atleast, the doors to many have closed for me. And I feel funny Sometimes even failure boosts your confidence. Sounds crazy?? Well believe me this is what all this entrance exams have done to me...Life's alright. I know I shall soon get over even this sinking feeling ..I know life heals, even though it is the one that hurts. Till then, I let fate tickle me to laugh, smile ....and live.